This week has been one of the most life altering weeks ever! If you think that last week's blog was wild...you got another thing comin'. I didn't workout all week. Lazy about my eating habits, but let me explain. My emotional and spiritual world were in such shambles that the rest had to sit on the back burner for a little bit until all was resolved. I just spent the past week fighting for my life against the Enemy. I had a warning dream nights prior to the week about the Enemy trying to divide and conquer the relationships I have with my brothers and sisters. One brother and sister in particular. As the darkness tried to consume my mind and cause my face to become blank, The Lord with His strong arm pulled me out and told me that this war isn't over! If it was over then the Enemy has won, and that is so not the case. We win, not him! So, as I continued down the path that is narrow and steep and hard, The Lord was with me and knew EXACTLY what He was doing and what was going to happen. I had to humble myself beneath the radiance of God to understand how wrong and selfish I was in order to reconcile the division that was beginning to take place, but NONE of us were having it! I am sleepy, and my day hasn't ended yet and won't until about 1am tonight, but the lack of sleep I had last night was well worth it. The enemy HAS been defeated and the bonds of family have grown stronger than ever before. Thank you, Lord! This morning my heart was filled with Shalom and rest. Relief followed me today, like Psalms 23. It was beautiful. The song by Keane that I mentioned in the title was the song of His heart to mine and repeated it back from my heart to His. Just to take a minute and go somewhere only me and my Beloved knew. Starting next week, my routine will go right back to where it belongs, and my writing will be more about the fitness as intended, however the beautiful thing about our God is that physical fitness is not the only type of healing He wants for me. Blessings.
--Chasidy
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