Reprogramming

This whole process has not been easy. I have been working hard to better myself. Tonight, I have been thinking alot about reprogramming, like how you reprogram a computer to do what you want it to. Or like the more spiritual way of putting it, renewing your mind. I really wish I could just slip a disk into my head and change it into the elite runner who eats healthy, tasty food like I want to be right now, but God works in a different way. Even though, I don't see the full picture of what I will learn from the experience and timing of the Journey, God does. I have to trust that He knows what he is doing, even when I make a mistake, knowingly. He will turn every effort, every emotion, every mistake, every trial, joy, and tear into good for His glory and my improvement. I did feel a little alone today. I know that I never really am alone because Yeshua is there, but earlier today, I felt alone in this Journey. The hardship of reprogramming myself to eat right is the hardest thing. But, I know I can do it. I know He can do it. I know that together, I can accomplish anything that I want to because He is simply greater than I am. No matter the size of this broken road, the Journey will have a destination. Blessings.

                                                          --Chasidy